I am pregnant for the first time and I am terrified. I love my husband more then I can even express and we had a really happy comfortable life. I am so scared of a baby ruining that. I am also getting really sick of reading articles about how parenthood is the worst and you will never be happy/relaxed/sleep/have fun again. It really is getting to me and reinforcing that this whole thing is a huge life ruiner. I don't know, maybe its the hormones but I don't feel happy or excited and don't really get why anyone is if being a parent is so terrible.