I'm beyond stressed

Prayers. I'm 36weeks pregnant.

I left a man who is violent. There's a police report for domestic violence. I'm pregnant with his child. We are going to court for domestic violence. I have to tell everyone what happened. Financially I have no job, I haven't worked in a while. I'm embarrassed because I had premarital sex and pregnant before getting married. I can't file for child support because if I established paternity there sometimes is a custody dispute and they give "Visitation" rights supervised but I don't want to take this chance or put a baby through this. If I file for welfare sometimes they ask who the dad is he's dangerous and I don't want him to find me. His mom is a cop she can try and track me down I'm scared. Please pray for me.

I don't know how can I get my life together. How do I get my license and how do I get child care after the baby is born so I can go to work?