The Man of ur Dreams?
It was the year 2013 I met sumone online, a fellow Texas guy. At first we said hello then started talking which then it turn into hours. I don't really know how to explain it, we just connected. Something magical, that happens once in a life time or very rare in life. We talked, skype, and exchange pictures, numbers, etc. He live miles away, as did I. I didn't have much at that time since I wasn't working anyhow, I did my best to save. I didn't have much in my life, since I was just starting out, but he had a bit going on too. Their were things I wanted to finish before I moved out or headed out of the state where I live. Guess he got a bit impatient or frustrated, that I wasn't there with him. So he stop talking to me, I had the money ready. But since he stop talking to me, I was like might as well used it and (I didn't thing that I would need to travel) I did.
Next thing you know we started talking again, which I was happy, very happy indeed. At the time I was looking hard for a job, he wanted to see him, but I didn't have the money to fly all the way over there. I felled pressure that I had to lie that I was working to get him a bit off my back. He did offer to help, but then withdrew his offer. Then his birthday came, I made a small cake over skype to wish a happy birthday (2014) , and that's when he stop talking to me. I feel like it was my fault in some way that he stop talking to me, cause I didn't really had my life together. But then what was I hoping for? It's 2016, not to long go I was on Facebook looking and reposting videos. Then I saw a video that remind me of him. So I looked him up and well I found him. He didn't look like he was in a relationship since he hardly updates his Facebook. Like I do, but then as I look further down saw a picture w girl, curious. I clicked it, and it said on her page that she was in a relationship with him, I was bit taken back. I was like no? Then next day decided to look more into it, cuz one can never be to sure. Well.. Looks like he propose to her, cause will in her profile it said engage. Sadly. It has been a long time, but idk why I'm beating myself around the bush cause of that or him. I mean yeah we had a magical connection when we talk, which we enjoy. But he's getting married, who's knows when. I guess part of me I'm a bit disappointed. What can I say? Guess I was hoping for something that doesn't really happen or you get.
Yes, their's plenty of guys out there. Love is one thing, and connectioning with someone is different (really special) Magical. Idk something you have to experience, if you haven't.
Love at first sight, exist too, since it has happen to me unexpectedly. I can say that much. Cuz if you have experience this than we can relate and you may understand what I'm saying. For those who haven't yet, well best of luck, when you find him don't lose him or let go. As for me, it will be a lesson, the one that got away. Yes, it may be sad, but not like I'm going to pop over there and be like I'm ruining someone's wedding.
... Life. (It's not fair!) Then again who am I to judge. Just had to take this out.
- M. S
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