Stay at home vs go back to work

M • 💍🐶👶🏽🎀👨‍👩‍👧💕
I'm having a really tough time trying to decide. I would love to stay home with the baby, but we can't afford to lose my income. On the other hand, going back to work means paying for child care (we don't have friends or family who are willing/able to help out) and we can't afford to pay for that either. 
I'm so torn and confused 😞