Miscarriage venting ..

I just wanted to vent .. I don't have many to talk to about this . I've had miscarriages prior to this pregnancy . They broke my heart . I'm still not the same loosing those babies 😔 . I understand I need to let go in order to be better mind, body, and spirit . With this pregnancy I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared . Im grateful that I can get pregnant . Some will never know that feeling so I'm very humbled and grateful but I pray . I pray to God that I will have a healthy baby . I don't care about abything but that . I care about my baby and its future and if God will grant me the privilege to meet this lil person growing in me ☺️🙏🏽 I love you my lil' baby . ❤️