One year ago.

One year ago we said goodbye it has been the hardest thing not knowing what could have been. I find myself breaking down at random times just thinking about how old you would have been now. I'm still feeling the affects of your absence. I'm still trying to put the pieces back together. Now a year later and still no rainbow. I think about you often and wonder what went wrong could I have done something different. I'm just a ball of emotions. I suppose it just wasn't meant to be.