Feeling down!

Soo been trying for about 2 years and nothing just found out Tuesday my partner has low sperm count and low motility we are both deverstated I'm can't stop thinking about how long it will be before I finally get to have my own baby! The last two nights I have had dreams of us having one was so realistic then I wake up knowing it won't happen probably until we get other treatments to help us fall I'm so down wanna be a mum so badly but I can't yet and everywhere I look is pregnant people or babies! 😭