Monday would have been my due date for our baby girl that my husband and I lost at 13 weeks. I can feel myself falling into a depression for the last several weeks.. Everywhere I go people I know are getting pregnant and having babies. We lost our Chandler Lynn in August 2 weeks before our wedding. I had to have a d&c and the emotional pain was too much for me. We have been trying every month and nothing. I think that is moving the depression in a bit more. I'm just wondering why it hurts so bad and I can't stop thinking of what it would be like, would she be here already, things like that! Feeling so sad it's making me moody! My husbands pressure of getting pregnant is an added pressure I just wonder if it's me? Ughhh.