Over it

Mrs. • My son is making his debut hopefully Dec 23. So ready.
I'm so drained. This pp body is killing me. I'm only 5 weeks pp. but I feel all used up, wrinkly/bumpy tummy with stretch marks galore. I gained 70lbs with my son being underweight when I got pregnant. I've lost 40 of it already but my skin is destroyed. Valentine's is just reminding me how unsexy I feel. 😞 my poor husband. I want sex, but don't want to be touched... Shit, I can't even look in the mirror. 😣 my son is a blessing. And he's really been an easy baby. And nursing is a breeze. I have much to be thankful for after a wicked pregnancy that I struggled with. Now, I didn't think I'd be this wrecked over my body. I'm trying to be patient. 10 months to grow him, I know. But man... This sucks.