Help me!😩

Okay so me and my boyfriend have sex a lot, I'd say on average at least once a day (not always)and have been doing so for at least a year and a half but we use no conteaception other than the pulling out method, I really don't want to get pregnant but I can't get myself to use contraception, we've got condoms but he won't use them as he thinks 'it won't feel as good' and I don't want to go on the pill as I've been on it before and it makes me ill, what should I do (my parents also don't know about me loosing my virginity so it has to be something they would never find out about