Who else in there thirties thought about freezing their eggs

Annoyed angry all the above. Since I choose to not discuss my issues with anyone I personally know. I decided to vent on here. My boyfriend dropped the ball on our 3 year anniversary on Valentines day and never mentioned anything about our Anniversary. For the 3rd year in a row he hasn't planned anything, it has always be me. Now don't get me wrong he has no problem with paying bills and giving me money but planning a special occasion he has FAILED. I 'm 38 and I'm thinking about freezing my eggs. I refused to give a baby to someone who dosen't make special occasions special especially when I go OVER and beyond 365 days a year. Marriage is the furthest thing from my mind at this point. I'm starting to feel like I've wasted 3 years. He is very aware of my expectations and still FAILED.