For ladies ttc...whats more depressing?

Brooke • Lover 💞 Traveler ✈ ftm to my Baby boy 🚼 born 2/11/17
I've had 5miscarriges since July 2015. So thismonth my period was due and it was 3 days late. I took tests the first day it was late and I thought I seen faint lines and the women on here did too. Now I have my period and it just sucks. What's worse when TTC......getting your period when its due or getting a late period :(