40 wks + 4 days.

Tara • 02.22.16 ZJLA Baby #2 is on his way!!!!
Haven't lost my mucus plug, baby hasn't dropped, and I don't even have 'real' contractions. 
Feeling super down today. Doctor offered me an induction earlier this week and I declined. Had I not, my dad & step moms plans wouldn't be ruined. Which in turn ruined his dad & brothers plans. And my MIL & grandparents would be able to attend the birth. Which now also means, my husband is sad because his mom is missing the birth. What else.. Oh my moms been in town since last Friday waiting. 
I feel like it's all my fault. I've been laying in bed crying for the past 1hr & half 😭 I walked, I was exercising, I did squats took baths. All for nothing.