So Nervous

Rachel • Baby boy due December 23rd! Can't wait for our first baby!

Today should be day 2 of my period, but it hasn't shown up and the day is almost over. I am in denial and scared. Scared I'm not and scared that I am. Both outcomes terrify me. I haven't said anything to anyone because it will then make one of the outcomes come to life.

I had told myself I was going to buy a test on my way home from work today, but I didn't do it. Just needed to put my thoughts in words without saying them out loud.