Ebudural??????

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OK Who Else Scarde To Get This I Really wanted to do normal and everything but then i started to think if I rip I will fill all of that or if they have to cut then I started think with my luck and my family's history with have to have c section I'm most likely gonna have c section and I have to get the shot that's the only thing I'm worried about the ebudural any one else? Could yall tell yalls experience with getting it how did yall stay Still without flinching? Does it hurt as bad as it sounds??????