has this happened to anyone else

my last cycle was dec29-jan3. i had taken a hpt jan30 got a faint pos, the next day got a neg hpt, the next week got a neg blood test. cycle was supposed to start feb3, took another test on the 22 faint pos and the next day a neg hpt. I'm not stressing just bitter about these faint positives 😔 does anyone have any similar stories to share or something this is heartbreaking because I want a baby so bad!