Decided to let it happen!

Soo! After so many disappointments, negative after negative. Thinking every month is our month. I have decided to just let it happen. No more tests unless AF does not show for two weeks. I have spent so much money already on tests and got multiple false positives or indent lines with FRER, which made me super excited only to be heartbroken next morning when AF arrived. I am so done with it :( I am no longer going to start testing at 5dpo and starring at those evil tests for so long. Trying every single light in the house to see if there is a second line. It is depressing to see so many girls getting pregnant and wasnt even in their plans... :(