I can never win.

I've been super stressed lately and wanted to go visit my aunt in Florida. I feel like she's the only one who can really understand how I feel and helps me get the through these hard times. So I told my baby's father I wanted to go down in December. Giving me 2 months almost to save for the ticket and put money aside for the baby. & he tells me I shouldn't go cause I should be saving for the baby. But EVER CHECK he has had he blew it on him and his friends or weed. But I can't do one nice thig for myself. When I've been the only one putting aside money?! Now I don't even wanna go cause he's making me feel bad for spending the money to help relieve stress.