well I'm gonna start with I've never wanted children before. but I met a guy and changed my outlook on stuff.. I didn't really plan my pregnancy but I secretly hoped that'd I'd get pregnant. this guy is the first person I've ever had sex with by the way.. I can't wait to tell him.. but I'm extremely scared about being a mom.. I have so many fears.. but I'm also very very happy and don't regret this.. did anyone else have fears..? was anyone else scared?.. that's kinda my story.. bye.