Welp ...

Today my husband just told me we weren't ready for a baby (financially wise) . I've done all my testing & it came back normal & all we are waiting on is for him to do his semen sample to take to Womack & we can see the fertility doctor . I feel like he keeps pushing it off because he doesn't want me to get pregnant right now . I mean he is getting out of the army in about a month & it will just be my money coming in ( dual military ) until his disability kicks in & he gets a job . I know we have a lot going on right now but I still want my bundle of joy in the middle of all this commotion . Is that selfish of me ? I'm willing to wait but it kind of hurt me when he said we didn't need a baby .