I've heard of post partum depression but lately it feels as if I'm already getting it.. My babies father is such an asshole and changes his mind about being a dad every other week, and it breaks my heart knowing she probably won't have a full time dad. Not to mention how in love I was with him before I got pregnant and he left.. It feels like my insides are being ripped out and I don't wanna leave my room ever. I'm worried I'm putting the baby under stress and should maybe get some help but I'm not sure what there is to do, I can't take medication because I'm pregnant. Is depression common? What would you ladies suggest? I'm so heartbroken.