This means negative right?

I am so worried. My periods are always late and every time I think the worst. This time feels different... Feel faint and very bloated. I believe this is negavtive but I'm thinking I need to wait a few more days and do it again.. But to me, the line seems smushed. 😬🙈 but again, I could be thinking the worst again, arrghhh... I'm not ready to be a mum! One day, but not now. What do you all think??? Had any similar experiences with pregnancy tests...???