I have always had baby fever of one kind or another. Even when i was little i always loved babies and loved just looking at baby clothes and things... Back in January my fiance an i found out we were having a baby... We were ecstatic! At the beginning of march we lost our baby:( ever since its been really hard for me emotionally and mentally... Last time we found out at 4 weeks, but when we went for our ultrasound to hear babys heartbeat... There wasnt one... Baby was due in September (rip my little angel)... Just yesterday we found out we're pregnant again! I am 6 weeks along right now. I am going to go in this week for an ultrasound to hopefully hear babys heart... I am so scared tho! I just keep thinking how happy i am to be having this baby, but another part of me is terrified that we won't see a heartbeat again.. And i just don't know if i could handle this.... Prayers please ladies... Once we see that heart pulse it'll be a huge milestone for us!