I did it.

I was so nervous at first, I have 4 kids already preg with hopefully just my 5th. My fiance and I have had nothing nice to say to each other this past two weeks. Well I finally just split ways with him. It's been a hard year of him saying I'm a horrible mom and that I over spoil my children and that he hopes this baby looks nothing like my other kids. My mom tells me he's emotionally destroying me and my kids that are not his. So tonight I grew guts. Packed his stuff and locked him out. Scared to be a single mom again. But so ready for it at the same time! Sorry venting but so done with the crap he puts me threw