My self esteem is very low now because.....😔

I gave birth to my son 2 months ago, and my right labia minora tore a little😔 i got 3 stitches for it but i guess the stitches didnt work because now that im healed , my V looks kinda weird... My husband assured me that it doesn't affect his desire for me one bit and that i shouldn't worry because its not noticeable, but i still wished it would have gone back to normal... I guess ill have to learn to love my V lips how they are now.