Eager to POAS,lol.

Summer • Had a TR Jan 4th 2016, TTC #1 in my new marriage.
I love and hate this app. I'm trying my best to not test early and I feel like this could be my month. I'm just trying to have some self control and dont want anymore disappointment. And there's everyone posting pics of thier almost and absolute BFP's and it makes me want to go run and pee on a damn stick lol. Anyone else going through this?