I am so tired of getting myself all hopeful to again get a BfN. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of my husband never knowing how bad this is effecting me because he is away at work every other fucking 3 weeks. I'm NOT comparing my life or length of ttc with anyone bc at the end of the day tears fall down all of our faces. I'm just fucking over it. Sorry had to breakdown, cry and vent on my bathroom floor. 👊🏻