It's 3:45am & I'm up and 23w4d pregnant

It's all fun and games until the middle of the night when your lonely and wishing things were different. Recent breakup issues hurt especially when carrying a planned Lil one. No one feels my pain...no one sees my tears...smile all day & feel pain all night. I just want to be happy! I'm so lonely and confused. So grateful baby is healthy after an ectopic last January. I'm alone during a time of celebration. No one to rub my belly no one to surprise me with one of my cravings no one to plan with no one to comfort me

-Vent over-

Not emotional/just truth

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