I feel like I’m a bad person

So last year I lost my way with God and I started hanging out with the wrong crowd. With that being said I started using tinder and I would meet a lot of guys to basically hook up with protection and sometimes without protection. I have not had sex since last year bc I got a boyfriend but we broke up recently but anyways can God forgive me even though I know I wasn’t suppose to do what I did and I wish everyday I could go back and change it. I just feel like a nasty and bad person and I hate myself every time I think about it.

Prayers for healthy pregnancy and delivery

I ask for prayers for a healthy pregnancy and delivery. And just want those to agree with me through prayer. Dear godPlease provide health and safe delivery for my baby and I. I feel so blessed to be a mommy. I will do everything I can to protect and raise my child to do what’s right. Please God protect my baby and I during these nine months. Thank you for all that you do for my baby and I. Amen

I have a fear..of my Bible

Here is my fear and I think it’s irrational but it’s been lurking for years upon years. I have never fully read the Bible. I’m baptized, worked in a church for over a decade, love God, know lots of pieces of the Bible, but yet have never actually read it cover to coverHere is why. Every single time I start at the beginning I always get this pervasive feeling that if I keep going it’s going to make me doubt my faith and I DO NOT WANT THAT. I feel like reading the stories in their completed works will be so outlandish or incomprehensible that I will start to question it and if I start questioning the Bible than what’s next for questioning? My faithful side of me says that the devil is attacking and making me doubt and question my love and faith in God. My “logical” side of me says that of course I’m going to be like “how could people live that long” or something like that. I truly want to read the Bible but I want it to strengthen my faith not make me doubt it. I had an interesting start to my walk with God. I was born to an agnostic and a Jehovah’s Witness. My uncle and grandfather atheist. My grandmother former catholic but still believed most everything as far as I know. My whole other side of the family was JW. I was forced to go to the Kingdom Hall as a kid and I always felt wrong and weird about it. In 5th grade I started lying to my JW parent about where I was going (but told my other parent). I started seeking other religions. I went to Taoist temples, Buddhist temples, apostolic, Baptist, catholic, Nazarene, and nondenominational churches. In the end, i found my place at a nondenominational church and my soul has felt at home. Because I’ve experienced so many different faiths and really tested them to my soul, I feel like I shouldn’t waiver on my faith, but what if I do and it’s because of reading the Bible which seems like such a fundamental thing?Thanks for reading all of this.

Prayers needed

I’m trying to maintain in good spirits although deep down I’m a little sad. I’m down because my son has a rash mostly on his back, stomach, chest, and arms from a fungus from where we don’t know (don’t know if it was his soap/ shampoo we were using that was a gift, the water here in this new country, or what) and it seemed to be spreading but it is slowly clearing up, we think. It looks horrible to me on his back. He doesn’t seem to be uncomfortable and is laughing, smiling, and babbling more and more each day. That’s the good part. I’ve kept this from my mom because knowing her she’d somehow turn this into my fault. The doctor has us putting clomatrazol (generic lotrimin) on it and using a local soap she recommended. I’m praying that my son doesn’t need more aggressive treatment and that it just needs a little more time. Most stuff I’ve read says give it 4 weeks. It’s been at least two. He turns 4 months old on Saturday which means it’s time for his next round of shots. My mom spotted some discoloring on his arm and said it must be hives which she says is normal for babies. Anyway I hope it just looks worse before it gets better.

Christians

For my Christians out there how do y’all get yalls prayers answered?

Needing prayers. Trigger warning

I need some prayers for my sister who just had a miscarriage today. My heart is so broken for her. I’m so sad and all I can think about is how it should’ve been me not her. I could’ve handled this loss more than her. She has been trying for a year and she finally got pregnant her first round of clomid. We were both so happy because we became pregnant the same month. It was only my second month of trying! Yesterday night I found myself asking God to let her baby be healthy, that if someone had to go through a loss to choose me. I know it’s stupid to think that way, but my sister has been trying for longer and all I feel now is guilt for being pregnant. How long after you miscarried, did you become pregnant?? Doctor told her she can start trying when she stops bleeding. Now I’m just hoping that it will happen really soon so we can both be happy.

Morning praise. 🙏

God is good. Times may get hard but no matter how hard they may get I will never be alone. I always have Jesus right by my side and he is so good to me. He helps me fight every battle and never lets me fail. I am at a stage of my life where I am still figuring things out but I know I can do ANYTHING through Jesus' holy name. When I pray he will guide me through the toughest times. I am so grateful for everything he has blessed me with. I have my beautiful son, I have a roof over my head, food on my table, health, and love. I am bettering myself every day through my Lord Jesus Christ. I am unbeatable with him. I will continue to push through the hard times and continue to work on myself and my family. Thank you Jesus, my Savior. Thank you for never leaving my side. Thank you for always loving me. Thank you for your forgiveness. Thank you for your grace.

Hello Ladies! Feel free to msg me as well!! Prayer Works!!

Anyone and I mean ANYONE whose in need of prayer for whatever it is... you can jus drop ur name and I will pray for you!!! I believe in the POWER OF PRAYER!!!!! And God Almighty is the truth!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Prayer for those TTC

Dear God, I am coming to You asking that You would grant us the longing of our heart – which is to have a child. Remember us Lord as You remembered Sarah and make us fertile.Father, You have told us in Your Word that children are a heritage from the Lord, and that the fruit of the womb is a gift from You – so I ask in humility of heart that You would make us fruitful.Father, I pray that this year will not pass us by without us receiving good news that we have conceived. IJN we have prayed.

Please pray for my family..

This past month for my family has been extremely rough.. it started back in June when I had a miscarriage. I spiralled into a deep depression which led me to be hospitalized for suicidal thoughts. That alone was rough. They almost didn't let me see my son for a whole week.. then they put me on 4 different meds which only made matters worse. Once I left the hospital, I felt okay... Numb, as a lot of heavy psych meds make you feel, but okay... Then the severe mania started... I started to lose my grip on reality. Nothing felt real and I felt like I could rule the world and nothing would bring me down. I started spending tons of money, maxing out 2 credit cards, traded in my car for a new one which tripled my payment, and going on impromptu road trips and weekend trips. I couldn't comprehend any possible consequences.. everything felt like it was going great. Fast forward to today... I stopped taking my meds because I started to realize what it was doing to me.. and now my extreme mania has died down and I am back into a depressive state.. I now can see all of the mistakes I made. I now see how much I am in debt and how much my monthly bills are. I can barely afford any of it.. I can't even afford to put food on the table this month and I'm praying to God the food in my apartment lasts me until next paycheck.. I dont know how I'm gonna feed my child if I run out of food... I am so ashamed and embarrassed.. how could I let it get this bad?. my mental illness did this to myself and my family...I ask for positive thoughts and prayers that we make it through this. I'm praying to heal from this and work hard to make things better for my son.. he deserves the best and I wish I could give him the best. I need to do better 😢

Prayer warriors!

If you have facebook look up Wyatt the Warrior. It is a blog page about a little boy who is isnt doing to hot and has been in and out of the hospital since May. He needs all the prayers he can get and so does his family.

Bad News

Please pray my nephew who was born July 2nd at 27 weeks has a brain bleed, had a seizure last night and now has stomach bleeding plus infection. He is being moved to a better hospital in Atlanta to have a NEC surgery performed on him. They rates are 50/50. So prayers that God guides the surgeon's hands in healing him , and bringing him to full health. Prayers that he grows in strength, health, and size so he can go home on time in September. My poor brother and sister in law need prayers for strength, patience and hope.

Choose ye this day!

Choice.. Something we all have difficulty making from day to day. We struggle with this concerning reactions, food, movies/shows, and careers;etc. But, in spite of all of that, the most important decision we will have to make is the choice of serving Jesus or Satan. What many fail to realize is if you have yet to accept Jesus then you've already chosen Satan and is serving him. Many will argue "No the heck I'm not!". But anything that is not of faith in Christ is sin. So, no matter how morally good a person is, if they haven't begin to serve Jesus; their morally good actions is of no effect. In other words it doesn't count. So ask yourself, who have you chosen? Do you operate in faith to Jesus, or in sin? Choose ye this day!

Prayer request

Last year, I had two early pregnancy losses within two months. I am pregnant again and am about 6 weeks. Please pray for me and my baby that this pregnancy will go well and I will be able to carry to term. We need a miracle. Thanks so much.

Prayers please

My boyfriend was in a car wreck last Friday June 7th coming home from work I noticed he had stopped because of our tracking app went off I texted him and called him and I noticed something was wrong I jumped in my car and headed that way and then I got the call that he had been in a wreck and was otw to the hospital he was calling my name the whole time says the woman that was sitting with him waiting for the ambulance to get there I feel so terrible that I wasn’t there in time but I keep my head up and know that he is going to be okay he had a broke femur in two places they put a rod in he has a broke knee and it’s dislocated tore ACL and torn tendons in his leg then they thought he was fine then he started draining something a night after they got him out of icu and into a room they went into surgery yesterday and found that he has an infection and took out 90% of his muscle and if the infection doesn’t stop they have to take his leg Monday I just want some prayers for him please so he can get better soon and come home he is my everything and I don’t want to loose him

The Lord’s Prayer

Lord I ask you god you leave you in the right direction In you’re son Jesus Name amen amen and amen again

Please help our Gabby

I just want to start out by saying I have been apart of this community for about a year now and it has helped me through some of my most difficult times. My niece had a bad pool accident this past Friday and is currently in ICU at children’s hospital. She is in critical condition and is fighting so hard. I ask that anyone and everyone can send prayers her way. Gabby girl and our family are relying on the power of prayer and we all know with gods help she can make it through this. I will arch a go fund me page. Do not feel obligated to donate I just ask that you share around the world and pray as much as you can. Thank you. https://www.gofundme.com/help-gabby039s-fight?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=626b3947c4a44802ab18112c0c5e0bf9

Prayer

I don't usually ask this but I feel like I should. I want to ask for prayers so I can get a different job before my maternity leave is over. I don't have the strength to go back to a job where I get emotionally broken down. I would really appreciate all the help I can get.

Blessed By The😇

All things are possible through CHRIST....can I get a AMEN!