Vaginismus

I wish there was a specific place to post about this, basically Vaginismus is when the vaginal opening tenses when penetration is attempted making it impossible to get into. I'm working hard to get over it now so I can finally have sex with my boyfriend who I'm very much in love with. I was able to get two of my fingers inside the other day in the shower for the first time ever :D can't wait until I can afford dialators and finally start feeling like this disease is not controlling me