Scared of ever being pregnant?😩😅

I may be too early to think about this but I've had peers that has been pregnant and they talked about bleeding, pains , aches, bloating. And I've ALWAYS wanted kids, I love them, I want them, but is it normal that I'm scared of being pregnant? Some people want to be pregnant and hate the idea of surrogatcy or adoption, but I'm okay with that. I'm adopted myself but I still want a kid biologically. But I'm scared I'll mess up somehow? Hurt the baby? Lose it? And then don't get my started on the idea Of childbirth. Sorry for this long paragraph I just wanna know