Weird question

This is my 4th pregnancy and praying for this one to stick will be my 2nd child. Ugh I don't know if I'm the only one who feels this way but with my first my daughter now 5 I was 16 when I got pregnant & through out the whole pregnancy I felt gross like she really did steal all my beauty lol bc man was she beautiful ❤️ but anyone's every single pregnancy besides 1 that I lost at 12 weeks I feel so damn gross ugly fat greasy hair acne just really nasty and I'm a clean person even ppl around me know I'm pregnant bc I get ugly. & my mother means well but she makes it worse by saying omg did you shower today pregnancy doesn't fit you at all. It's hurtful and I'm so emotional & I'm not speaking to the baby's father because he's just very stressful & I'm scared I'll get to stressed. But I feel alone in these feelings and no one to really boost me up, any mommies feeling this way? Sorry for my rant 👶🏼😕