Update: 20 & pregnant

I know that keeping this baby is my decision. It is very hard because the father and I are not together and he does not want this baby. His family is 50/50 I respect them and wanted to know how they felt about this situation since we will be having help from our families.. I don't believe I could get rid of this child, but it's very hard knowing that the father said he will not be around or go near the child when they are born.