Bipolar & bpd feeling hopeful

Annette ā€¢ Just got my bfp with our rainbow baby šŸŒˆ
I have rapid cycling bipolar and bpd. 
Because if this I have no friends. 
Family have turned their backs. 
People don't understand. 
People judge. 
When I'm manic people are scared. 
When I'm depressed people want to know a reason. 
There is no reason....
But what I do have is a loving partner and 2 gorgeous boys who love their mummy 
I have a baby in my tummy 
And I am stable now with the love and support from the people that surround me. 
I don't need a lot of people in my life just a lot of love which I get from my 3 boys. ????