Do I Let Go?

So There Was I Guy That I Was Talking To For A Couple Months Now.. Just This Past Wednesday We Called It Quits . Usually Any Other Guy I Could Cut Off , But I Don't Know It's So Hard With Him. I Can Not Stop Thinking Of Him.. The Thing Is , When We Were Talking He Wouldn't Put In To Much Effort. I Would Always Be The One To Go To  Him. And When We Would Hang Out It Was Only At His House.. He Always Had An Excuse To Why He Couldn't Do Something. (He Has 2 Kids, I Have 2 As Well) But Still Found Time For Him. There Has Been More Than This Time That We Have Called Quits But Ended Up Talking Again. (I Called Him A Day Later) .. Once It Was Offical Over He Said He Thinks He Should Take A Break From Eachother & I Told Him I Couldn't Continue To Hurt Over Him.. So That Was It.. We Wished Eachother Luck & Haven't Talked Since... I Wanna Call Him So Badly ! I Have Cried & Just Wanna Give In .. What Advice Do You Have For Me ? Should I Fight Dor What I Want? Should I Leave It? If He Really Wanted Me He Wouldn't Have Let Go? I'm So Hurt Over This.. Should I Give It Some Time & If In A Week Or Two Still Fee This Way Contact Him? I Never Vent On Here. But Hurt And Need Someone To Talk To! 😢