I don't know what to do.

I kinda have given up on getting engaged/married. To the point where Pinterest boards have been erased. Let me explain:

My boyfriend and I have been together doe almost 2 years now. We have a beautiful baby girl who is 8 months old. Now while I was pregnant, everyone asks "When are you getting married? When are you getting married" and we both agreed that at the time, having a healthy baby was the most important thing. Now months later, his answer to that question is "Not right now, not right now." The tone in his voice tells me that it's not happening. I always envisioned myself married, with babies, a house, dogs. Now I have my dream: my daughter and now I want my other dream but it just doesn't seem like it will happen.

Any words of encouragement would be appreciated.