2 months pp

BlackRoseMom • Mom of 4 (2 boys,1 girl & 1 little angel)
I suffer from depression regardless but since I went back to work ( 4 weeks pp) its getting much worse. I feel like I'm here but not really living, if that makes any sense. I am unable to seek medical help due to other issues. Any advice? My hubby always asks what he can do to help but if I don't know what to do I don't know what to tell him.