I feel like everything is falling apart

It's 1:30 am and I wake up at 6:45 am and I've been sobbing for 2 hours now. I've had a really bad day. Everything is falling apart, I'm leaving everything behind.  My parents threw away the one thing that made me feel beautiful and confident (I have very low self esteem, especially as of late), the ring that meant so much to me broke, and I'm moving away from everyone I love across the country to my relatives who I feel hate me. I can't sleep. I cry so much, my thoughts have been twisted, I felt so happy yesterday but one little incident today and I've been sobbing for hours, my life is messed up. And since I'm moving away from my best friend I'll be alone. My family thinks I want to move when I hate it, I sob at least once a week in the middle of the night so I'm not sleeping, because if I do it during the day they'll tease me. I've never felt so alone and upset. I'm writing this now because I feel like I needed to vent, I don't know what I'm doing anymore and I thought this would make me feel better. I feel like my parents can hear me sobbing through the hall. I don't know why I even bother sometimes anyways.