Whhhhyyyy?

I don't understand how a baby the size of a jellybean can make me feel like I am literally dying!! I am SO grateful to be pregnant, because it took my husband and I longer than we were expecting to conceive... But never did I ever imagine that I would be this miserable. I throw up after every single meal and sometimes in between too. And the medicine my doctor prescribed me to make me not throw up makes me tired... Not just a little tired but it literally knocks me out. I fell asleep sitting up at work the other day 😭😭 I am just so ready for this first trimester to be over. But then I remember that pregnancies have to do with genetics- and with both of my moms pregnancies she threw up from before she found out until the day she gave birth. Is anyone else having a rough time with pregnancy? All my close friends had the "perfect" pregnancies.