C sections

I don't want one at all. I want too just try naturally. My doctor doesn't think it's a good idea this early because of my first. Ugh ugh ugh. That's major surgery. Yuck. Way harder than natural birth. I get I'm having twins but really.......... I don't want drugs and I don't want too do it that way. It drives me crazy at least let me try and go into labor on my own........ I don't want drugs!!!!