Being single 😅

My boyfriend broke up with me after a couple years yesterday. I cried for an hour then suddenly stopped and was like why am I crying he doesn't deserve me anyway. From then on I was just a little mad but mainly just tiny butterflies. If I didn't need to see him everyday where he just ignores me I feel like I would be over it already. But even when I see him it hurts but not as much as I thought and my friends are surprised with how I'm getting over it. For a week before this I was depressed, not eating and vomiting because we were fighting and almost broke up