Single Mommies...

So I wanted to get some a dive from single Mommies and how they broke away from their unhealthy relationship..

My relationship is pretty much a living hell, not only do I get disrespected by him but also all his FRIENDS & family. He is also a partier, every night he drinks and who knows how many girls he's been with. This has only started happening since I became pregnant. I have felt like he is try to just push me away... but at the same time I am being manipulated and told I am loved and all my extra feelings and over emotional self has caught me in a very big web. So I need some advice...

& yes I know I'm going to get the simple leave him he's not worth the stress. I understand that completely. I want to leave him and I want to feel secure by myself... I just feel very alone even in a crowd of people that love me.. because at one point he gave me the exactly love I always wished for.. so please if you've ever been in my situation and finally broke free please tell me how you did it..