Advice pls

Nitzaliz • Due Dec 1st💘
So here it is: my cervical position right now is: high, soft texture , and tilted back so I can barely find the opening. I can barely reach it to tell you the truth, unless I bear down a bit. Opening seems pretty closed to me. Tons of white CM (sorry for tmi) and the opening is tilted back and about the same firmnes. My question is, is there anyone who has gotten their BFP who had this as a symptom? And if you don't have your BFP yet, does this sound familiar to you too? I know every woman is different, but to me this is quite strange. Especially the fact that it's tilted back, what's up with that??? I won't test until AF is officially late because I've spent tons of money on BFNs by testing early already. I figure by now all the test are going to be bfn bc I'm 10dpoI'm going nuts though!!! OPINIONS PLEASE LADIES!?!?!