Finally today I decided that I don't need a man to have a baby! Well okay that's an understatment . Well I do but not physically you know you sleeping with. Well I said if my husband wants someone else than so be it. I have no time to be wasting my life away on a man that doesn't love me for who I am and doesn't love me because I choose to be old school you know not fast and out there with nasty looking outfits no class you might say. I like to look nice and look sexy but if I have to show more ass or boobs just to prove my self worth than your not worth it. I would rather become pregnant all by myself using donor sperm and enjoy my life with my child and find the right man for me than too have a baby with a man that doesn't care for and possibly wouldn't care for his child to be a family and be faithful and honest, loyal, brave, loving to me and his child. I want to have a family and if I have to start on my own to do so than I would do for me and me alone. Do you ladies think I should travel this journey alone or should try to work on my marriage?