My before body..

Hey ladies! I'm having a real hard time with self esteem & my sex life. This picture is of me before I had my son. I was VERY small, big & firm breast & my butt was a nice size. Now my stomach is very ugly! I don't like walking around my boyfriend naked anymore & sometimes I feel like he isn't attracted to me. My vagina looks weird too! My self esteem is at an all time low! I'm so tired of feeling like this. Idk what to do!