Never been happy.

I've never been happy. But I'm finally getting there. And I'm hoping and praying that this works. Because all I want is happiness. I can be playful and serious with him. He is the same as me. And hopefully. We can continue to make each other happy. We are not together but we've also only been talking for s little over 4 months. With months of him pursuing me. I just wanted someone to know how truly happy this man makes me. I'm only 19 but maybe this could be something. Something serious I've never been in a relationship so maybe this could turn from months to a few years.