Jessie's story

Jessica • Edd 11/9 #3 after losing 6 mo old daughter last July & having a tubal reversal in September. Hoping for a rainbow baby!
Alright I'm starting a new thread for my story because it's long! 
DH and I started dating in 2002 I was a senior in high school.  We got married when I graduated nursing school in 2006 and had our first daughter after only TTC for one month in 2008.  It got rocky after that.  Parenting was harder than we expected, kind of pushed us apart.  We were separated off and on from 2010-2013.  In the midst of the madness I got prego and had another daughter, also only off bc for one month, in January 2013 then I had my tubes tied.  After that I found out he had gotten another girl prego while we were separated.  I had. I clue what to do after 10 years of marriage at this point and 2 kids.  I had decided I was going to end things and then 3 days later our 6 month old passed away in a horrible accident. .
​My whole world changed.  We needed each other again.  I couldn't bear to lose my husband after I lost my daughter and after what we went through we were two completely different people now.  He's so honest and faithful and open with me. It is crazy how quickly things can change. 
​So I became a step mom in August 2013, and had my tubes repaired in September we have been trying since then.  Did a home sperm test in feb and an hsg- both normal.  Had a chemical pregnancy in march and here I am allllll bfn's since then.
​Woo long story!  
Me and the hubby
Me my daughter and step daughter
 
Me and my Lainey <3 she passed away 7/3/14