Emotions..

Anyone else weepy? Granted, it's a rough week for me. This Thursday marks the 7 year anniversary I lost my mom. I swear God and her have collaborated to give me this blessing of a child to make this month easier, & as thankful as I am, I am also devastated. I never thought I would be going through this without her. This is a terrifying journey as this is what I've dreamed of my WHOLE life. Every ache & pain I automatically assume the worst and I just wish she was here to calm me down. I try talking to the DH about it but he doesn't get it.