Bye bye America....

So tomorrow I am deploying to Europe for 3 months. I'm extremely sad and emotional as crap. My hubby and I just got married in January and I am so not ready to leave him for that long!!! Not to mention I won't be able to try for a baby for 3 cycles!!! I feel like such a baby because everyone else is so excited and I'm all blah about it. Tomorrow is going to be rough.