I wasn't his first

Michelle
My boyfriend and I started having sex a while ago. He's 20 and I am 17. I asked him how many girls has he done it with... And he said 3😶 and those girls weren't even his gf.... They just had sex for fun. I feel mad and sad at the same time. I know it's his past and I can't change that... But I would of like to be his first so bad... And he was my first. Idk how to feel anymore.